shit happens.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
The king of wishful thinking.
Got back all prelims results except for econs though.
Rather glad with how I fared considering how lil I studied :)
A little less than 40 days to A's,
and (bo bian) I have to make a mad dash through.
And HEROES SEASON3 FINALLY PREMIERED.
MAN IT WAS REALLY GOOD LOL.
2HOURS SEASON PREMIERE.
CAUGHT IT RIGHT ON THE DAY OF RELEASE WEEEEE.
NICE NICE NICE.
Pia pia pia. Left 39 (?) days.
Got back all prelims results except for econs though.
Rather glad with how I fared considering how lil I studied :)
A little less than 40 days to A's,
and (bo bian) I have to make a mad dash through.
And HEROES SEASON3 FINALLY PREMIERED.
MAN IT WAS REALLY GOOD LOL.
2HOURS SEASON PREMIERE.
CAUGHT IT RIGHT ON THE DAY OF RELEASE WEEEEE.
NICE NICE NICE.
Pia pia pia. Left 39 (?) days.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Prelims are over yo.
Nothing much, just taking out daily flipping of notes out of my timetable.
Yah, for now.
Anyway celebrated like 3 birthdays yesterday.
Okay 2 were together.
It was an early celebration of 'lil Caleb's 2nd birthday yesterday.
Shan't blog much about that, it's a family thing afterall.
Noone would be interested muah.
Then rushed down to Tamp to meet up with squad.
It had been almost a year since I've seen some of them.
Hannah, Joyce, Xinhui? :D
Anyway it was just great lah, seeing them again.
Lots of catching up and cracking up lame jokes.
Was just chillin' at the (almost a) bar at CS.
It was Mel and Xin's birthday yesterday anyway.
But no photos yah, we forgot and didn't take any.
And I really wonder when's the next time we're gonna meet up again hahah.
But yah, it was great.
I really DREAD going to school.
DREAD DREAD.
Manutd Chelsea tonight.
Cmon DRAW DRAW DRAW :D
Monday, September 15, 2008
Most depressing song, EVER.
Beautiful song rofl.
Faux-blissful melody with subliminal agonizing lyrics.
And so prelims are not over.
But I thought they were, really.
Friday was overnight LAN with liptat (well like, again)
We had this seemingly perfect plan.
LAN till 1am when it closes, and we go mac study until morning.
But as we were playing, playing, playing,
the lanshop for some reason didn't close till 6 in the morning.
And so we played till 6 in the morning. (wtf?)
Then we took a bus down to Kallangmac.
Slept for a while there (which ended up to be 9am)
Then studied like 2hours (LOL)
and another lousy suggestion,
lets return to the lanshop.
Then we play till like 6pm (wtf?!!@?)
And reach home, sleep till next morning.
Nice, friday/saturday gone like that.
Sunday wasn't really that well too.
Stayed at home tried to study but was still really tired from the day before.
Woke up at 8.
Had my honeystars (yay) then fell asleep.
Woke up at 3pm.
Aiya anyway Sunday just disappeared like that.
Today I felt all shagged.
Just gave up, didn't study at all.
And went to meet zuobo and aline sj cus sreyneth return from US.
Went makansutra eat.
Lotsa crap going around there rofl.
And sj kept feeding me this red thing which tasted kinda bad.
Almost had this idea of taking the flyer cus sn was kinda interested.
But in the end didn;t (lol heng) for some reason.
Then walked around marina/esplanade/everywhere trying to like find a nice view of the flyer.
For like dno 1hour or so lols.
And now its 11.30,
haven't started my stats paper, which is like in 8hours.
HAHAHAH I'm going to sleep alr,
fck the paper lah lol.
pictures some other day.
Beautiful song rofl.
Faux-blissful melody with subliminal agonizing lyrics.
And so prelims are not over.
But I thought they were, really.
Friday was overnight LAN with liptat (well like, again)
We had this seemingly perfect plan.
LAN till 1am when it closes, and we go mac study until morning.
But as we were playing, playing, playing,
the lanshop for some reason didn't close till 6 in the morning.
And so we played till 6 in the morning. (wtf?)
Then we took a bus down to Kallangmac.
Slept for a while there (which ended up to be 9am)
Then studied like 2hours (LOL)
and another lousy suggestion,
lets return to the lanshop.
Then we play till like 6pm (wtf?!!@?)
And reach home, sleep till next morning.
Nice, friday/saturday gone like that.
Sunday wasn't really that well too.
Stayed at home tried to study but was still really tired from the day before.
Woke up at 8.
Had my honeystars (yay) then fell asleep.
Woke up at 3pm.
Aiya anyway Sunday just disappeared like that.
Today I felt all shagged.
Just gave up, didn't study at all.
And went to meet zuobo and aline sj cus sreyneth return from US.
Went makansutra eat.
Lotsa crap going around there rofl.
And sj kept feeding me this red thing which tasted kinda bad.
Almost had this idea of taking the flyer cus sn was kinda interested.
But in the end didn;t (lol heng) for some reason.
Then walked around marina/esplanade/everywhere trying to like find a nice view of the flyer.
For like dno 1hour or so lols.
And now its 11.30,
haven't started my stats paper, which is like in 8hours.
HAHAHAH I'm going to sleep alr,
fck the paper lah lol.
pictures some other day.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
The song doesn't really relate to me, does it?
It's like one of the saddest songs I've ever heard.
D:
Prelims so far has been rather bad.
I feel like just giving up everything alr.
Bullcrap results for prelims still,
does nothing but demoralise you further.
Nope, I'm not the kind who is motivated by failure.
Like those
'I'm doing so badly, I must do well next time to prove to myself and others what I'm capable of!'
I'm just 'ah fck heck liao la. zz'
Failure just gets me deeper down the trench (rofl what a loser)
IF I had not chosen this grueling path,
IF I had studied harder,
IF only there was a second chance.
The big IF in our thoughts just suck.
It's all based on the wrong decisions we have made.
But no more than a second consideration is put into the fact that,
how do you know that it'll be a better choice.
We made this dumb and stupid choice and we would have to pull through.
We not only want to pull through, we HAVE/NEED to.
Maybe it's cus i have this bunch of emo (real emo yo) friends,
I have like many long drafts unpublished.
Not really emo but just my take on certain things and that it wouldn't make any difference if posted or not.
I just feel better sometimes by all typing some shit out.
And there's those times when I'm all alone at home.
And its the bestest time I can ever have.
I can fcking sing (i'm not sure if it qualifies though rofl) at the top of my voice.
All the emo shit and it does make me feel better.
Sometimes I even cry(okay im kidding).
I've never had such a serious take on life before.
It's always been a step-by-step kinda thing for me.
When things come I'll just accept them, and if they don't then too bad.
It's all different now.
Grown up, nah I doubt so I'm still looking at things with some kiddo perspective.
But I guess I've (slightly) matured a little.
It's what they call tough times in life that make you grow.
It's scary having the feeling of you're all grown up.
The A's will kinda be the last 'kid' thing that I will ever face.
Then I'll be entering the society already.
Career, managing my own finance, starting my own family.
It'll all come very quickly.
And how successful they turn out will really, really depend on how I fare for my A's.
(as above, what i meant as bullcrap, those long drafts i never ever posted)
You and I were living like a love song;
It's like one of the saddest songs I've ever heard.
D:
Prelims so far has been rather bad.
I feel like just giving up everything alr.
Bullcrap results for prelims still,
does nothing but demoralise you further.
Nope, I'm not the kind who is motivated by failure.
Like those
'I'm doing so badly, I must do well next time to prove to myself and others what I'm capable of!'
I'm just 'ah fck heck liao la. zz'
Failure just gets me deeper down the trench (rofl what a loser)
IF I had not chosen this grueling path,
IF I had studied harder,
IF only there was a second chance.
The big IF in our thoughts just suck.
It's all based on the wrong decisions we have made.
But no more than a second consideration is put into the fact that,
how do you know that it'll be a better choice.
We made this dumb and stupid choice and we would have to pull through.
We not only want to pull through, we HAVE/NEED to.
Maybe it's cus i have this bunch of emo (real emo yo) friends,
I have like many long drafts unpublished.
Not really emo but just my take on certain things and that it wouldn't make any difference if posted or not.
I just feel better sometimes by all typing some shit out.
And there's those times when I'm all alone at home.
And its the bestest time I can ever have.
I can fcking sing (i'm not sure if it qualifies though rofl) at the top of my voice.
All the emo shit and it does make me feel better.
Sometimes I even cry(okay im kidding).
I've never had such a serious take on life before.
It's always been a step-by-step kinda thing for me.
When things come I'll just accept them, and if they don't then too bad.
It's all different now.
Grown up, nah I doubt so I'm still looking at things with some kiddo perspective.
But I guess I've (slightly) matured a little.
It's what they call tough times in life that make you grow.
It's scary having the feeling of you're all grown up.
The A's will kinda be the last 'kid' thing that I will ever face.
Then I'll be entering the society already.
Career, managing my own finance, starting my own family.
It'll all come very quickly.
And how successful they turn out will really, really depend on how I fare for my A's.
(as above, what i meant as bullcrap, those long drafts i never ever posted)
You and I were living like a love song;
Monday, September 8, 2008
Bored. Yah the song is called 'Bored'
Sorry for all the screamo emo music going around.
I'm into them now.
Just thank god I'm not posting one of those metal/death (or garbage, whatever you say) songs here.
Cus I'm kinda into MarilynManson too :D
Well it's the holidays tmr,
a self-proclaimed one cus there's no paper tmr (yay).
Bio today was kinda horrible.
Everyone was saying how easy it was and how they would definitely pass.
But whattheshabadupaheck?
I was having difficulties, I could swear.
The next few days of exams are sure gonna be epic,
yknow one of those days when you feel like the world's all coming on you and you have no where to run to,
'cept that smelly tiny sewer hole?
I don't feel that way cus there's a door beside that hole.
To a place so wonderful.
It's called my bedroom and I'm just gonna sleep my way through this epic week.
It's really easy, really natural,
to succumb to all these,
so-called evil things.
How is it possible for a human being to live life,
ignoring all the goodness and temptations,
just looking straight ahead clear of everything else.
The A's may be coming but
P-L-E-A-S-E,
(at least) let me enjoy everyday.
I don't wanna be no zombie,
I don't wanna be no normal student going to school and nothing else but going to school,
(except taking boring bus rides everyday, as well)
I don't wanna be no kiasu feg queuing at the library every morning at 10am,
waiting for the pathetic doors to open to hours of solitary mugging.
I'm anticipating the days after my A's,
it's like FINALLY a break from studying,
after 12 years of school.
It sounds epic doesn't it?
I'll repeat.
A BREAK FROM STUDYING AFTER 12YEARS OF SCHOOL AT LAST.
Wonder how's it gonna feel like.
Am I gonna have all the time in the world right before my enlistment?
Am I gonna have so much fun,
spending long nights out,
not waking up till 3 in the afternoon everyday.
(typed the above over a span of 6hours, explaining why every paragraph sounds so different from the one before AHHA :D cheers its back to studying now)
Sorry for all the screamo emo music going around.
I'm into them now.
Just thank god I'm not posting one of those metal/death (or garbage, whatever you say) songs here.
Cus I'm kinda into MarilynManson too :D
Well it's the holidays tmr,
a self-proclaimed one cus there's no paper tmr (yay).
Bio today was kinda horrible.
Everyone was saying how easy it was and how they would definitely pass.
But whattheshabadupaheck?
I was having difficulties, I could swear.
The next few days of exams are sure gonna be epic,
yknow one of those days when you feel like the world's all coming on you and you have no where to run to,
'cept that smelly tiny sewer hole?
I don't feel that way cus there's a door beside that hole.
To a place so wonderful.
It's called my bedroom and I'm just gonna sleep my way through this epic week.
It's really easy, really natural,
to succumb to all these,
so-called evil things.
How is it possible for a human being to live life,
ignoring all the goodness and temptations,
just looking straight ahead clear of everything else.
The A's may be coming but
P-L-E-A-S-E,
(at least) let me enjoy everyday.
I don't wanna be no zombie,
I don't wanna be no normal student going to school and nothing else but going to school,
(except taking boring bus rides everyday, as well)
I don't wanna be no kiasu feg queuing at the library every morning at 10am,
waiting for the pathetic doors to open to hours of solitary mugging.
I'm anticipating the days after my A's,
it's like FINALLY a break from studying,
after 12 years of school.
It sounds epic doesn't it?
I'll repeat.
A BREAK FROM STUDYING AFTER 12YEARS OF SCHOOL AT LAST.
Wonder how's it gonna feel like.
Am I gonna have all the time in the world right before my enlistment?
Am I gonna have so much fun,
spending long nights out,
not waking up till 3 in the afternoon everyday.
(typed the above over a span of 6hours, explaining why every paragraph sounds so different from the one before AHHA :D cheers its back to studying now)
Sunday, September 7, 2008
What if there was no lie
What if there was no lie
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
Prelims are here.
In like 15hours.
What if there was no lie
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
Prelims are here.
In like 15hours.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Jay the man.
The past few days has been well, busy.
Busy doing lotsa stuff.
Meeting up with friends,
running alone in the park,
buying things online,
playing the bass.
And that's about it. Everything except for studying (omg.)
I'm seriously aiming for just.. 2passes.
Not ace-ing them. Just PASSing them wtf.
And I got drenched just now.
Something to do with
1) Bedok reservoir,
2)Run,
3)Rain,
4)Zhao,
5)Drenched.
And no money to take bus home! weeeeeeee
The past few days has been well, busy.
Busy doing lotsa stuff.
Meeting up with friends,
running alone in the park,
buying things online,
playing the bass.
And that's about it. Everything except for studying (omg.)
I'm seriously aiming for just.. 2passes.
Not ace-ing them. Just PASSing them wtf.
And I got drenched just now.
Something to do with
1) Bedok reservoir,
2)Run,
3)Rain,
4)Zhao,
5)Drenched.
And no money to take bus home! weeeeeeee
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
This sweetness will not be concerned with me.
Awesome band with an awesome song.
Havent really been studying.
Can you believe it I went LAN again on monday.
Woke up on a Monday morning, telling myself;
'Okay now I have 1 week. I'll make the best out of this week and study as MUCH as I can'
Then I recalled it's liptat's birthday that day.
Sent him a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'
and he replied '12pm gaming lets LAN'
ROFL D:
Anyway had some godlike katonglaksa again.
Then some godlike charkueyteow for dinner.
Tuesday was GP paper.
For essay wrote smth like the law enforcers do not have an easy job due to the web-based criminals.
First time in my life I wrote an essay 6pages long (muah!)
Anyway think it's just gonna pass borderline-ly.
And paper2 was kinda bad the passaged seemed too easy to be true,
when everyone else was saying it was hard. Maybe I misinterpreted the whole passage ENTIRELY? :O
Haven't dedicated enough time to my(okay its Jaryl's) smexy bass this few weeks.
Played around yesterday then got hella feel lol.
It's Wednesday already.
PRELIMS soon already.
Somehow I feel less prepared than for my Mids.
and I failed ALL during my Mids. hahahhah
and again,
this sweetness will not be concerned with me.
Awesome band with an awesome song.
Havent really been studying.
Can you believe it I went LAN again on monday.
Woke up on a Monday morning, telling myself;
'Okay now I have 1 week. I'll make the best out of this week and study as MUCH as I can'
Then I recalled it's liptat's birthday that day.
Sent him a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'
and he replied '12pm gaming lets LAN'
ROFL D:
Anyway had some godlike katonglaksa again.
Then some godlike charkueyteow for dinner.
Tuesday was GP paper.
For essay wrote smth like the law enforcers do not have an easy job due to the web-based criminals.
First time in my life I wrote an essay 6pages long (muah!)
Anyway think it's just gonna pass borderline-ly.
And paper2 was kinda bad the passaged seemed too easy to be true,
when everyone else was saying it was hard. Maybe I misinterpreted the whole passage ENTIRELY? :O
Haven't dedicated enough time to my(okay its Jaryl's) smexy bass this few weeks.
Played around yesterday then got hella feel lol.
It's Wednesday already.
PRELIMS soon already.
Somehow I feel less prepared than for my Mids.
and I failed ALL during my Mids. hahahhah
and again,
this sweetness will not be concerned with me.
