shit happens.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Say,
I wish I have 3 days of rest every week.
1 day spent with friends,
1 day spent with my family,
and 1 day just spent all alone at home.
Just before reaching home ytd, cf asked if I could meet her to pass her my GC. So yah, went out, asking kg out on the way also see if he free for supper.
It's been some time since we sat down and talked like that. It's nice, it's a feeling i forgot already.
And not to forget I spent almost 4 hours talking to kg at macs, it was kinda fun.
hm. HTHTs ftw?
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Life's a bitch.
People say NSFs are able to save up quite an impressive sum of money within 2 years. I nv understood why. Convinced myself it's a myth, and whatever shitnot.
But it just hit me that I'm earning 300++++ a month. I spend 300+++ a month. I save a meager amount of money each month.
Sergeants earn 800+ a month. At this rate they can save about 400 a month.
Officers earn 1100+ a month. They save much more.
Life sucks. Okay I accept the fact that you pay the officers for their heavy responsibilities and their hard work.
Sergeants for their responsibilities.
How about men? At least pay us abit more for our 辛苦. Our 痛苦.
But it just hit me that I'm earning 300++++ a month. I spend 300+++ a month. I save a meager amount of money each month.
Sergeants earn 800+ a month. At this rate they can save about 400 a month.
Officers earn 1100+ a month. They save much more.
Life sucks. Okay I accept the fact that you pay the officers for their heavy responsibilities and their hard work.
Sergeants for their responsibilities.
How about men? At least pay us abit more for our 辛苦. Our 痛苦.
Time and money is all I need
They say with time you can make money.
With money you can save alot of time.
Life would be better if we didn't have to trade any of the two of the other, wouldn't it.
No money go taiwan, no money for lappy. No money learn driving, no money for a Fender.
No time learn Spanish, no time practice bass. No time learn guitar, no time go work.
Ironic, I spend most of my time whining and doing nothing. In fact I spend most of my time on transportation. So much that it sucks lol.
Lousy time management skilzzxzxz.
And dammit I'm 20 already. Lots of stuffs I haven't done,haven't tried. Just imagine, one quarter (or even less) of your life is over already. Only left with another three quarters. Not much time left my friends. Not. Much.
With money you can save alot of time.
Life would be better if we didn't have to trade any of the two of the other, wouldn't it.
No money go taiwan, no money for lappy. No money learn driving, no money for a Fender.
No time learn Spanish, no time practice bass. No time learn guitar, no time go work.
Ironic, I spend most of my time whining and doing nothing. In fact I spend most of my time on transportation. So much that it sucks lol.
Lousy time management skilzzxzxz.
And dammit I'm 20 already. Lots of stuffs I haven't done,haven't tried. Just imagine, one quarter (or even less) of your life is over already. Only left with another three quarters. Not much time left my friends. Not. Much.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Consonance/Dissonance
Realized my previous angsty post couldve gotten myself into trouble.
Got a halfday off for free, had some free canteen treats, chance of promoting to LCP within 2 weeks time, that's sweet.
Busy week, almot signed extra, witnessed some big screwup, still working with a ballsucking hypocrite, now that's bitter.
Bittersweet symphony, this life.
I came to realise that the friends I made not too long ago still rmb me and don't look at me in a different light like some of em do. It makes me glad :]
Realised the last 5 posts were all made outside of home. Technology is amazing. May god bless us all.
Got a halfday off for free, had some free canteen treats, chance of promoting to LCP within 2 weeks time, that's sweet.
Busy week, almot signed extra, witnessed some big screwup, still working with a ballsucking hypocrite, now that's bitter.
Bittersweet symphony, this life.
I came to realise that the friends I made not too long ago still rmb me and don't look at me in a different light like some of em do. It makes me glad :]
Realised the last 5 posts were all made outside of home. Technology is amazing. May god bless us all.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Quiet times
Spent the last 20 out of 36 hours with my bass. Haven't had so much time on my hands since godknowswhen. Maybe cus mao not in Singapore? Maybe cus everyone else is busy. Whatever. It's nice having so much time on my hands. And I'm glad I spent it correctly and not on some lameshit dota.
I need more motivation in whatever I do. Be it keeping to a disciplined running schedule, playing and improving on my bass, or even something as simple as doing my stuffs properly.
I've made it a point to learn something new every year. Last year was the bass. I haven't really thought about this year;
A new sport? A new instrument? A new language? How about all three ha.
Here I am walking and typing. Makes this walk much more interesting. As much as it makes it more dangerous and me more hazardous.
I need more motivation in whatever I do. Be it keeping to a disciplined running schedule, playing and improving on my bass, or even something as simple as doing my stuffs properly.
I've made it a point to learn something new every year. Last year was the bass. I haven't really thought about this year;
A new sport? A new instrument? A new language? How about all three ha.
Here I am walking and typing. Makes this walk much more interesting. As much as it makes it more dangerous and me more hazardous.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
On the go
Nights out again. My encik still in a good mood. His kid, Clevon kinda came at the right time. Good mood and all.
I'm having these irritating on-off depression pangs, like hunger pangs like that. It's horrible feeling downdowndown for no apparent reason. May just do some stupid stuffs and regret only after I come 'sober'.
But anyway it sux eh, start of the year. Even my sir say, new year over alr, cannot slack as much alr.
Had my first run in almost 5 months. Good good feeling, just that after the 4km run, forgot to do stretching cus some lame muay Thai movie I was streaming whole day long was done streaming, so I chionged to watch. Now my thighs calves groin area ankles and whatever muscle involved's aching. Even walking with a slight limp now LOL. Dammit
Haven't played my bass in a long while.
Anyway talking about bass, I told a friend I named my bass after her. And she told me she named a dog after me. I'm having my doubts but I'm supposing so is she. Hahaha funniest crapshit ever.
(All these typed while waiting for mao and Aline at marina so it's like chunks of random shitnot.)
Marina. Marina. Ive been here countless times alredy these few weeks, so have I been at plaza sing. Hahaha
Sitting in starbucks without ordering anything. I feel damn loserish. Spent almost a thousand in the past month. Thankful payday's coming soon. Haha.
And I needto start doing things to help myself. Nth is gonna work out if I just sit here every month, and earn just four hundred measly bucks, spending away like most of em and saving like less than a hundred each time.
Ah, 3 Korean girls just sat at the table opposite. How come every Korean in dramas look like woohwah. And all the Koreans I see all look so pale and frail. The ugly truth.
I'm having these irritating on-off depression pangs, like hunger pangs like that. It's horrible feeling downdowndown for no apparent reason. May just do some stupid stuffs and regret only after I come 'sober'.
But anyway it sux eh, start of the year. Even my sir say, new year over alr, cannot slack as much alr.
Had my first run in almost 5 months. Good good feeling, just that after the 4km run, forgot to do stretching cus some lame muay Thai movie I was streaming whole day long was done streaming, so I chionged to watch. Now my thighs calves groin area ankles and whatever muscle involved's aching. Even walking with a slight limp now LOL. Dammit
Haven't played my bass in a long while.
Anyway talking about bass, I told a friend I named my bass after her. And she told me she named a dog after me. I'm having my doubts but I'm supposing so is she. Hahaha funniest crapshit ever.
(All these typed while waiting for mao and Aline at marina so it's like chunks of random shitnot.)
Marina. Marina. Ive been here countless times alredy these few weeks, so have I been at plaza sing. Hahaha
Sitting in starbucks without ordering anything. I feel damn loserish. Spent almost a thousand in the past month. Thankful payday's coming soon. Haha.
And I needto start doing things to help myself. Nth is gonna work out if I just sit here every month, and earn just four hundred measly bucks, spending away like most of em and saving like less than a hundred each time.
Ah, 3 Korean girls just sat at the table opposite. How come every Korean in dramas look like woohwah. And all the Koreans I see all look so pale and frail. The ugly truth.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Btw, linked back to my 2008 New Year's eve post. Shocked, ZBG not even inside here. hahaha. 2009 was amazing, like what mentioned at the end of the below post. Happy new year once again.2008 was a good year. With lots of surprises.this last day of 2008, I would like to say
Thanks to many many people for making this year as memorable as every other year.
To my family who has been with me for the past 18 years.
The 8 cousins who meet up almost every other week.
The 4of us. Been a long while now. 6 years
And kok for the occasional random meetups.
308, who has been such a wonderful class for the past 2 years.
And Jaryl,
Who lent me this sexy bass of his.
Of course not forgetting us, play LAN, eat buffet,
Jona, BFF LOL >:D
Lippy, for spending like 3months with me at Kallang mac.
Phaykey, for really entertaining convos.
Zhongmou, for all the games that you lent me.
Kengguan, for all the crap and (supposed) gym/swimming.
Yongkeat, for all the songs we share among each other and the (supposed as well) swimming/running
Nyo, though you hasn't really been around in 2008.
Weiwei, for all the laughs.
Melvin, brother for life.
And definitely a whole lot more.
2009 would be better, no?
twentyten
is when I hit 20. No more ____teen years old. I just realised that's what TEEN years mean. thirTEEN to nineTEEN.
Year started out great, laughs, and all. A couple of resolutions I set for myself, but whether I'll be disciplined enough to stick by 'em, another story.
Realised I stuck with this blog since Mar '07. Don't really feel like reading back whatevr crapshit I posted back then. I miss school. I miss how people are complaining 'wlao school starting soon' And I'm just here waiting for NShit to end.
Whine whine whine, 2010 zoom past please.
