shit happens.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Jay has the best songs, ever.
It was teacher's day yesterday.
Didn't go to MJ cus I found it kinda redundant.
Decided to go back to AHS, with the thought of seeing some old friends.
Reached at around 10+ and only managed to see a few people from the 06batch.
Later I realised, that was about all of our batch that went back.
Anyway we're already 2years graduated, no wonder noone went back.
Teachers already starting to forget who you are,
and I forgot which teachers I had or their names.
And there were the few times where I saw some friends and I guess I didn't even bothered to say hi, for some reason.
Rofl, so that's what people meant by drifting apart.
Lots of friends didn't want to go back to AHS so met them after.
Haven't seen liptat in almost a year now, so went to meet them and zuobogang
Well we met up and chilled for a couple of hours since we had lots to catch up on.
With the imba chicken rice at katong.
Then we went to do what we had been doing for a few years now, LAN rofl
Played for just a wee lil while, then went for some imba katong laksa.
Then had some pidanporridge to end of the day.
It was teacher's day yesterday.
Didn't go to MJ cus I found it kinda redundant.
Decided to go back to AHS, with the thought of seeing some old friends.
Reached at around 10+ and only managed to see a few people from the 06batch.
Later I realised, that was about all of our batch that went back.
Anyway we're already 2years graduated, no wonder noone went back.
Teachers already starting to forget who you are,
and I forgot which teachers I had or their names.
And there were the few times where I saw some friends and I guess I didn't even bothered to say hi, for some reason.
Rofl, so that's what people meant by drifting apart.
Lots of friends didn't want to go back to AHS so met them after.
Haven't seen liptat in almost a year now, so went to meet them and zuobogang
Well we met up and chilled for a couple of hours since we had lots to catch up on.
With the imba chicken rice at katong.
Then we went to do what we had been doing for a few years now, LAN rofl
Played for just a wee lil while, then went for some imba katong laksa.
Then had some pidanporridge to end of the day.
Anyway on a different note,
it's getting really worrying about prelims.
JUST a bit too worrying.
I seldom bother or get bothered about such stuffs but it's really different this time round.
It's really just barely 2months to A's now.
it's getting really worrying about prelims.
JUST a bit too worrying.
I seldom bother or get bothered about such stuffs but it's really different this time round.
It's really just barely 2months to A's now.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Seize the Day.
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
Sunday, August 24, 2008
1459 days to LONDON2012. (Damn.)
The Olympics are over.
Argentina securing a gold in football men
Russia doing really well in synchro swimming
Trampoline stunts nvr fail to amaze me.
Gold - Table Tennis Women's Team
Gold, Silver, Bronze for Table Tennis Women's Singles
Stephanie Rice, so hot and even hotter with 3 golds
The king of the waters, Phelps.
.
USA BEATING SPAIN. REDEEEM TEAM WOOT.
10M Springboard.
Fencing's cool too.
Russian Gymnas Women's team.
Usain Bolt with a WR run not at his full speed.
France with Handball GOLD
The closingceremony was rather good too.
Except for some lame bits like drummer wearing bicycle helmets painted gold.
London2012 looks wow.
Look even BECKHAM was there to kick some Made in China ball.
It's kinda sad.
I feel kinda empty now without the Olympics. Tell me you feel the same man!
Argentina securing a gold in football men
Russia doing really well in synchro swimming
Trampoline stunts nvr fail to amaze me.
Gold - Table Tennis Women's Team
Gold, Silver, Bronze for Table Tennis Women's Singles
Stephanie Rice, so hot and even hotter with 3 golds
The king of the waters, Phelps.
.
USA BEATING SPAIN. REDEEEM TEAM WOOT.
10M Springboard.
Fencing's cool too.
Russian Gymnas Women's team.
Usain Bolt with a WR run not at his full speed.
France with Handball GOLD
The closingceremony was rather good too.
Except for some lame bits like drummer wearing bicycle helmets painted gold.
London2012 looks wow.
Look even BECKHAM was there to kick some Made in China ball.
It's kinda sad.
I feel kinda empty now without the Olympics. Tell me you feel the same man!
Saturday, August 23, 2008
I need some noise.
It's the study break alr. (yay)
And thank goodness the Olympics is ending.
Not 'cus its on every channel on every hour( i enjoy that)
It's actually glueing me to the TV.
All the action, happiness, disappointment,
and all the eye candies.
Ai Fukuhara (JAP)
Park M Y (KOR)
Stephanie Rice (USA)
Went Airport Swensen's yesterday for lunch/dinner with the class.
It was like the FIRST time I hadn't ordered icecream at swensen's
(LOL SOUNDS DAMN STUPID ITS A FREAKING ICECREAM RESTAURANT FFS)
Anyway wanted to catch a movie after that but we went to cathay too late then next seating at 10. Aw too late.
Then went home.
ITS THE END OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL YAY
It's the study break alr. (yay)
And thank goodness the Olympics is ending.
Not 'cus its on every channel on every hour( i enjoy that)
It's actually glueing me to the TV.
All the action, happiness, disappointment,
and all the eye candies.
Ai Fukuhara (JAP)
Park M Y (KOR)
Stephanie Rice (USA)
Went Airport Swensen's yesterday for lunch/dinner with the class.
It was like the FIRST time I hadn't ordered icecream at swensen's
(LOL SOUNDS DAMN STUPID ITS A FREAKING ICECREAM RESTAURANT FFS)
Anyway wanted to catch a movie after that but we went to cathay too late then next seating at 10. Aw too late.
Then went home.
ITS THE END OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL YAY
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Because I'm mental, be gentle with me
Introversion is "the state of or tendency toward being wholly or predominantly concerned with and interested in one's own mental life". Introverts tend to be low-key, deliberate, and relatively less engaged in social situations. They often take pleasure in solitary activities such as reading, writing, drawing, watching movies. An introverted person is likely to enjoy time spent alone and find less reward in time spent with large groups of people (although they tend to enjoy interactions with close friends). They prefer to concentrate on a single activity at a time and like to observe situations before they participate.
Introversion is not the same as shyness. Introverts choose solitary over social activities by preference, whereas shy people avoid social encounters out of fear.
An introvert is energized when alone. Introverts tend to "fade" when with people and can easily become overstimulated with too many others around. Introverts tend to think before speakingMonday, August 18, 2008
Admit the song below makes you cry.
I'm to miss Avril's concert here on the 7th of Sept,
Cus my prelims are on the 8th!
Oh man was really anticipating her concert lol.
She sounds so much better live (ironically) than in studios.
Wow how nice, life's treating me badly as usual.
How long would I have to wait before she finally decides to come here again D:
Didn't go school today.
Had to go CMPB to get a LOI (Letter of Identity) [wow now i have an identity, as a freaking nsman]
so that the payment for my upcoming hospital appointment at CGH would be freeee.
Nice ah today dunnid go school take chemtest, mathtest, and alot of other tests.
But AW I HAVE TO FREAKING MAKE THEM UP?!
What an exciting last week of school.
After CMPB I dunno why but I went over to Courts/IKEA to walk around.
Walk walk walk,
see got anything to buy not.
Although I didn't get anything in the end,
I wouldn't say it was a wasted trip 'cus I bought
TWO HOTDOGS FROM IKEA HUAHAUHUAAHAUAHAAH
AND LOTSA CHILLI/MUSTARD/KETCHUP.
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA THAT MADE MY DAY
- -
Anyway, if you're the last person on Earth who still hasn't heard the news,
LIjiawei, FENGtianwei, WANGyuegu
has done us proud with a silver medal!
China was waay stronger ahha.
lijiawei already told the press that they stood almost zero chances before the game started.
Can see from the way she play very carefree-ly.
Crap I haven't done anything much over the weekends (and this extended weekend of mine)
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW
I'm to miss Avril's concert here on the 7th of Sept,
Cus my prelims are on the 8th!
Oh man was really anticipating her concert lol.
She sounds so much better live (ironically) than in studios.
Wow how nice, life's treating me badly as usual.
How long would I have to wait before she finally decides to come here again D:
Didn't go school today.
Had to go CMPB to get a LOI (Letter of Identity) [wow now i have an identity, as a freaking nsman]
so that the payment for my upcoming hospital appointment at CGH would be freeee.
Nice ah today dunnid go school take chemtest, mathtest, and alot of other tests.
But AW I HAVE TO FREAKING MAKE THEM UP?!
What an exciting last week of school.
After CMPB I dunno why but I went over to Courts/IKEA to walk around.
Walk walk walk,
see got anything to buy not.
Although I didn't get anything in the end,
I wouldn't say it was a wasted trip 'cus I bought
TWO HOTDOGS FROM IKEA HUAHAUHUAAHAUAHAAH
AND LOTSA CHILLI/MUSTARD/KETCHUP.
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA THAT MADE MY DAY
- -
Anyway, if you're the last person on Earth who still hasn't heard the news,
LIjiawei, FENGtianwei, WANGyuegu
has done us proud with a silver medal!
China was waay stronger ahha.
lijiawei already told the press that they stood almost zero chances before the game started.
Can see from the way she play very carefree-ly.
Crap I haven't done anything much over the weekends (and this extended weekend of mine)
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Blind Spots.
Yknow yesterday I was staring at my room and realised it was rather neat,
But I guess I was just sitting at my computer desk,
where all the messy bits cannot be seen.
As I stood up,
notes under the bed
Overflowing cupboards = Clothes on chairs.
Bedsheets that I've always assumed they'll get into position on their own.
AHHAHAHHAA.
Anyway that's some imba bedsheet I've got there.
PHEAR the evil NUMBERS bedsheet.
muahahaha. - -
And was watching the 100m yesterday.
And OMG Tyson Gay didn't qualify for the finals though -.-!!
Anyway Usain Bolt won, with a World Record timing of 9.69s.
lyka bolt of lightning.
He already started to celebrate at the last 9m,
kinda slowing down and starting hitting his own chest,
with that wide smile across the face
As Powell said:
"Usain was spectacular," Powell said. "He was definitely untouchable tonight. He could have gone a lot faster if he had run straight through the line."
He would most probably have trashed the rest if he just had SPRINTED through the finish line.
Instead he slowed down and celebrated across the finish line;
and still winning people by a few feet in that.
Wow.
ANYWAY,
PINGPONG FINALS TODAY.
CMON SINGAPORE.
AHAHAHHA I'm Patriotic. ( Yes I am.)
Okay long olympics post.
But I guess I was just sitting at my computer desk,
where all the messy bits cannot be seen.
As I stood up,
notes under the bed
Overflowing cupboards = Clothes on chairs.
Bedsheets that I've always assumed they'll get into position on their own.
AHHAHAHHAA.
Anyway that's some imba bedsheet I've got there.
PHEAR the evil NUMBERS bedsheet.
muahahaha. - -
Anyway,
Phelps just won his 8th gold,
his 15(?)th career gold.
wowie.
Phelps just won his 8th gold,
his 15(?)th career gold.
wowie.
And was watching the 100m yesterday.
And OMG Tyson Gay didn't qualify for the finals though -.-!!
Anyway Usain Bolt won, with a World Record timing of 9.69s.
lyka bolt of lightning.
He already started to celebrate at the last 9m,
kinda slowing down and starting hitting his own chest,
with that wide smile across the face
As Powell said:
"Usain was spectacular," Powell said. "He was definitely untouchable tonight. He could have gone a lot faster if he had run straight through the line."
He would most probably have trashed the rest if he just had SPRINTED through the finish line.
Instead he slowed down and celebrated across the finish line;
and still winning people by a few feet in that.
Wow.
ANYWAY,
PINGPONG FINALS TODAY.
CMON SINGAPORE.
AHAHAHHA I'm Patriotic. ( Yes I am.)
Okay long olympics post.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
You don't know me, you don't even care.
The song has nothing to do with what I'm gonna write in this post lol.
SINGAPORE won the TableTennis Semis!
Caught the game and wow it was brilliant ahha.
Esp the last rubbermatch with Feng TW and Park MY.
Have never heard of the Korean Park MY before,
and wow she's really good at 'chopping',
and very good defence there ahhah.
Rallied here and there almost 3m out from the table.
There they are so happy after the win,
C'mon it's a long-awaited medal after 48years!
And guess who i circled in the background there;
Park Mi Young!
She's kinda cute acty.
Lets take a closer look :
Weee that made my day.
The song has nothing to do with what I'm gonna write in this post lol.
SINGAPORE won the TableTennis Semis!
Caught the game and wow it was brilliant ahha.
Esp the last rubbermatch with Feng TW and Park MY.
Have never heard of the Korean Park MY before,
and wow she's really good at 'chopping',
and very good defence there ahhah.
Rallied here and there almost 3m out from the table.
There they are so happy after the win,
C'mon it's a long-awaited medal after 48years!
And guess who i circled in the background there;
Park Mi Young!
She's kinda cute acty.
Lets take a closer look :
Weee that made my day.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Lovefool.
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
OH 100th POST
And its about 3weeks to prelims.
Have studied abito here and there but just don't feel prepared at all.
And I have TOTALLY given up on my NAPFA alr,
and has accepted the fact and is rather comfortable with the idea of
an extra 1month of BMT.
My only concern is that I hope I won't have to go in as early as like, December.
Trying hard to attempt (double trying) to study all day long,
like a whole 10hours-at-one-go kinda thing.
Just ain't working.
H/e I'm starting to *enjoy* this kinda feel,
the tense-tense-study-study-muggazablahzingdongzing kinda feel.
Reminds me that I'm still a freaking student stuck in this *nice* education system,
and I have no choice but to study hard and that's all I need to do.
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
OH 100th POST
And its about 3weeks to prelims.
Have studied abito here and there but just don't feel prepared at all.
And I have TOTALLY given up on my NAPFA alr,
and has accepted the fact and is rather comfortable with the idea of
an extra 1month of BMT.
My only concern is that I hope I won't have to go in as early as like, December.
Trying hard to attempt (double trying) to study all day long,
like a whole 10hours-at-one-go kinda thing.
Just ain't working.
H/e I'm starting to *enjoy* this kinda feel,
the tense-tense-study-study-muggazablahzingdongzing kinda feel.
Reminds me that I'm still a freaking student stuck in this *nice* education system,
and I have no choice but to study hard and that's all I need to do.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Ai Dao Cai Zhi Tong
Jaryl lent me this very old bass.
Which turned out to be a nice one.
Bought amps,
and have been (trying) to make some music.
Can play some simple basslines now,
although some of 'em sound horribly off and my timing is rather horrible.
AHHH PRELIMS
Jaryl lent me this very old bass.
Which turned out to be a nice one.
Bought amps,
and have been (trying) to make some music.
Can play some simple basslines now,
although some of 'em sound horribly off and my timing is rather horrible.
AHHH PRELIMS
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Had an internal struggle with myself.
Was thinking whthr I should get my bass over the weekends.
I suppose I couldn't possibly wait a whoppin 3months for it,
so might as well get it earlier,
and not when nearing the A's when i suddenly impulse (LOL scary sia)
Then decided to go buy this Friday.
Asked keat how to choose bass,
asked around about everything.
Then went to tell my mom
'eh the bass i think i friday go buy liao.'
'wait until after exam can not ah?'
D: Aw wasted like 2hours there LOL.
Anyway I was just taking my chances by ATTEMPTING to TRY (that's a double try there lol)
to control myself and not be distracted by the bass thing.
Anyway, I'll just pull through the exams.
Yay incentive !
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Another song from the 90's
Greatest hits come from the 90's
Life was especially great then.
The world was in peace(relatively),
no much trouble (relatively as well),
and school was so much easier.
Then came the millennium,
When everything started to change.
Terrorism became a global threat,
diseases plagued the world,
and school became harder (LOL).
Scarcity,
the problem of too many needs, too little resources.
To me, time is that precious resource.
and I'm depriving myself (yes it's me vs myself) of all the time.
And it's a habit I can't change.
>_>
PRELIMS --> A'S --> NS --> >LIFE<
the most important transition of my life.
gotta make sure it's handled well.
I don't want to live a life of regrets,
no one wants to.
Greatest hits come from the 90's
Life was especially great then.
The world was in peace(relatively),
no much trouble (relatively as well),
and school was so much easier.
Then came the millennium,
When everything started to change.
Terrorism became a global threat,
diseases plagued the world,
and school became harder (LOL).
Scarcity,
the problem of too many needs, too little resources.
To me, time is that precious resource.
and I'm depriving myself (yes it's me vs myself) of all the time.
And it's a habit I can't change.
>_>
PRELIMS --> A'S --> NS --> >LIFE<
the most important transition of my life.
gotta make sure it's handled well.
I don't want to live a life of regrets,
no one wants to.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Bass!
Damn,
should I get my bass now or till aft A's?
That's a whoppin' 3months if I wait till then and I certainly think I don't have the patience.
But getting one now is just gonna make me have lesser time on my studies.
Damn, damn
Radiohead - Creep.
should I get my bass now or till aft A's?
That's a whoppin' 3months if I wait till then and I certainly think I don't have the patience.
But getting one now is just gonna make me have lesser time on my studies.
Damn, damn
Radiohead - Creep.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
