staring at a HP LCD monitor,

typing and clicking away on COMPAQ keyboard and mouse.

Something I'll never get to experience ever again on a New Year's Eve. Ever again.

Got to talk to people I haven't talked to in a goddamned long while,

watched movies that I had missed out ages ago,

joined almost 50 groups in facebook, with another crazy friend joining up to 200.

what a unique way to celebrate the new year.

Sitting here, self-reflecting over the past year.

2009 has been a year for me to learn, to grow, to think about how to improve,

2010 shall be the year to reap the results.

All alone in office, iPod on my iCubic blasting away,

ordering a Mega McSpicy and realising that's the last meal for the day, and then smiling to myself how pathetic this is,

looking at rats climb across the window grills, running about as though conscious that new year's coming.

A-a-amazing way to celebrate the new year. Completely unique and special, yes.

One cannot help but not think that another year has slipped past our fingers quietly, pensively, and seriously, regrettably. But this happens every year doesn't it.

And another amazing quote/

Revenge is a dish best served cold; Revenge is sweet.

-> Revenge is icecream.

/applause.

Love zbg. A-a-a-mazing group of friends. Like seriously. And can't believe we knew each other for like 5 6 7 years already but only managed to get this close only this year. Batam, CNY visits, and all. Even when I thought that after me and weisong enlisted, our lives would be much different from pre-enlistment, there wasn't much of a _big_ difference. Still zuobo-ing, and all. Even when we thought after the girls start school, we would just drift apart little by little. But nahhh. STILL zuobo-ing. All the laughs I had this year, all the fun, and all the zuobo. It's amazing.

SJAB. We haven't met up since goddamn 39472308470234 days ago. We need a gathering man. It's hard yah, I know.

Kok. Dood you're one hella MIA guy. But it's always cool to meet up with you. Talking about random shitnots, bitching over some random people, and just going crazy watching football matches. Stop being so MIA leh bro. I miss your company.

BMT 'Y' coy. Had a bunch of really fun friends, really cool people here. But ever since after POP and me missing the post-POP gathering, there hasn't been much happening around here. Really hope to meet up with yall soon. Catching up, and all the other random laughs.

30SCE 'A' coy. Was starting to like the people here, making some really good friends along the way. But ohman, not everything goes the way you want it. Now seeing you guys so bonded and all, makes me feel happy for you all. Hang in there and may yall's friendships last forever.

30SCE 'HQ' coy. Didn't like this place at first. Slowly adjusted, even had to change the way I act, talk, speak to get along here. But worked out great, and slowly liking the place and the people here. Still one of the last few to ORD here though. Need to see more newbirds coming in to make me feel better \m/

And this gigantic Liverpool poster, and went down to IKEA to get a gigantic frame to match.

Yah, can't tell how gigantic this is. It's amazing. Amazing how I don't have anywhere to hang it up. LOL

Life is good,

Started out real happy,

then it hit rock bottom for me, before raising up to somewhere near the middle,

then hitting rock bottom again, and again, and again.

Still harboring somewhere near the bottom now though.

All these cause of something called Depression.

Noone knew that I got hit by depression, not even my own family members lol.

Got over it, struggled to get through it, and here I am,

still hoping for the best.

Too early for a year end's resolution, yes.

So I'll save it.

It's adorable when Lieutenant(left-anent) kena pronounce as left turn.

Two night's out this past week. Tuesday was an emo one. Went Dover find Jon. Same old emo HTHT with him. Talked about how people change, but we don't. About emo nights, lonely nights. About John Mayer and his killer guitar wails. About settling down overseas. About a girl named Jessica(?) living down under. About how our music tastes are gradually changing to blues and mainstream emo.

Wednesday was a Daiso shopping trip with our dear Yamapi. Daiso's kinda useful, realised lots of cheapo stuffs there. Like wth, aviators for $2?! Hahaha.

Been an emo week. Medicine-induced depression hitting me night after night. Really damn emo those kind, lol. Better voice it out to my specialist. If not really damn emo do alot of stupid things.

Haven't met up with a gazillion people since gazillion years back.

Selling off my iPod, upgrading to a iTouch (!)

Selling off my old bass and even maybe my amp (!)

All these for.......................

YEAR END KL TRIP. WHACK AH WHACK AH WHACK AH.