Sorry for all the screamo emo music going around. I'm into them now. Just thank god I'm not posting one of those metal/death (or garbage, whatever you say) songs here. Cus I'm kinda into MarilynManson too :D
Well it's the holidays tmr, a self-proclaimed one cus there's no paper tmr (yay). Bio today was kinda horrible. Everyone was saying how easy it was and how they would definitely pass. But whattheshabadupaheck? I was having difficulties, I could swear.
The next few days of exams are sure gonna be epic, yknow one of those days when you feel like the world's all coming on you and you have no where to run to, 'cept that smelly tiny sewer hole? I don't feel that way cus there's a door beside that hole. To a place so wonderful. It's called my bedroom and I'm just gonna sleep my way through this epic week.
It's really easy, really natural, to succumb to all these, so-called evil things. How is it possible for a human being to live life, ignoring all the goodness and temptations, just looking straight ahead clear of everything else. The A's may be coming but P-L-E-A-S-E, (at least) let me enjoy everyday. I don't wanna be no zombie, I don't wanna be no normal student going to school and nothing else but going to school, (except taking boring bus rides everyday, as well) I don't wanna be no kiasu feg queuing at the library every morning at 10am, waiting for the pathetic doors to open to hours of solitary mugging.
I'm anticipating the days after my A's, it's like FINALLY a break from studying, after 12 years of school. It sounds epic doesn't it? I'll repeat. A BREAK FROM STUDYING AFTER 12YEARS OF SCHOOL AT LAST. Wonder how's it gonna feel like. Am I gonna have all the time in the world right before my enlistment? Am I gonna have so much fun, spending long nights out, not waking up till 3 in the afternoon everyday.
(typed the above over a span of 6hours, explaining why every paragraph sounds so different from the one before AHHA :D cheers its back to studying now)
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