I admit the following:
I've always admired happy couples. Loving couples. Random couples just walking hand-in-hand down the street. My favourite kind of movies are those romance comedies, or simply romance dramas. I'm a fool for love. So foolish sometimes I just mess things up. Big time.
I'm shy around new people, people I've never talked to. I'm shy-er around attractive people, not just girls. Inferiority complex. I stammer. I can't maintain eye contact. I talk rubbish.
Most of my jokes are recycled ones. Sometimes even when I quote from my friends, they're not even first-handed jokes. I quote from sitcoms. Movies. Books. People. And sometimes I make em such that they had as if happened to me. But that kind of shit brings about laughter, so who gives a shit.
I suck at maintaining a good boy-girl friendship. I've tries to hit on/fell in love with/had a crush on almost every single girl I've known in my life so far. And most of these friendships screwed up and I've never talked to them ever again. I suck at this.
I'm an attention seeker. I sometimes interrupt convos with one liners or random observations to make sure my prescence is still felt. I can't help it.
I am disgustingly selfcentred. I am a 'me' person. I read up peoples blogs and when a person is vaguely mentioned or referred to I think that it would somewhat involve me.
I am incredibly impatient. When people don't get certain stuffs or understand em, I'll be thinking whattheheck is wrong with you. It's so bloody simple and you can't get it? No I'm not gonna explain to you, you try to get it yourself, your dumbass brain needs some exercising. Okay I'm getting too carried over.
This is what too much free time does to you. Quiet moments and reflections. 100% genuinity and honesty.
