you just made me break my sacred self-promised pact
purchasing my own pack of cigs. [threw it away after 2 sticks anyway, still regretting]
fine witht he ocassional random puffs from other peoples sticks and all, but i was just feeling miserable and all i went to take an mc, didnt want to book in, walking around with all my book-in stuffs and well, smoked cigs with money from mah own pocket.
but i guess it was just one of em angsty days. woke up today feeling totally fine, [and yah, all the fake fever tweets were just there for my sis to see] and boy am i feeling all guilty about faking a fever.
step 1 eat toothpaste
step 2 develop sore throat + fever in 30mins
step 3 mc
what i didnt expect
step 4 mom worries
step 5 she woke up at 4+ to cook porridge for me before leaving for work at 5.30
step 6 mom calls me to ask if im fine despite being busy at work
yah i deserve to burn in hell.