shit happens.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Suede - Down
All the people in your life say you're down
And the strangers in the night say you're down
And the loonies on the right say you're down and you're down
And the ambulances sigh that you're down
And the traffic speeding by says you're down
And the people in your life say you're down and you're down
Hey you chase the day away
Hey you draw the blinds and blow your mind away
And there's a sadness in your style
And there's a blankness in your smile
And the people in the park say you're down
And the strangers in the dark say you're down
And the pissheads in the bars say you're down
And the audiences cry that you're down
And the ambulances sigh that you're down
And the boyfriends in your life say
you're down and you're down
Hey you chase the day away
Hey you draw the blinds and blow your mind away
And there's a sadness in your style
And there's a blankness in your smile
Hey you chase the day away
Hey you draw the blinds and blow your mind away
And there's a sadness in your style
And there's a madness in your smile
All the people in your life say you're down
And the strangers in the night say you're down
And the loonies on the right say you're down and you're down
And the ambulances sigh that you're down
And the traffic speeding by says you're down
And the people in your life say you're down and you're down
Hey you chase the day away
Hey you draw the blinds and blow your mind away
And there's a sadness in your style
And there's a blankness in your smile
And the people in the park say you're down
And the strangers in the dark say you're down
And the pissheads in the bars say you're down
And the audiences cry that you're down
And the ambulances sigh that you're down
And the boyfriends in your life say
you're down and you're down
Hey you chase the day away
Hey you draw the blinds and blow your mind away
And there's a sadness in your style
And there's a blankness in your smile
Hey you chase the day away
Hey you draw the blinds and blow your mind away
And there's a sadness in your style
And there's a madness in your smile
Look at the stars,
look how they shine for you.
Seriously, it's been an exciting BPL so far. But the match just now just further confirmed my very own belief,
MANUTD IS DOG LUCKY. VERY VERY DOG LUCKY.
PENALTY, OWN GOAL, WTHECK.
Arsenal not getting the fouls, penalties they deserve, and totally unlucky to get that OFFSIDE on the very very last shot of the game.
Liverpool won though, :D , but very lucky as well.
NOT AS DOGLUCKY AS MANUTD.
Anyways, the sjab outing today was..
indescribable.
4 people only, we went all the way to marina barrage to..
PLAY BRIDGE. for an hour and a half and left.
LOL I thought it would be some woohabinbingbangbang 30+ 40+ people outing. But ohgawd was it pathetic. Mmm.
Anyways celebrated(kindof) kg's bday today. We weren't the main point/present for him anyways, as everyone could see. But I got free Ben&Jerry's so I'll shut up right here. hah.
Then we went over to CHIJMES to watch pool's match, and that OTHER match. and cabbbbed home.
Wee. Book-in timing now change to NINE PM. Got a wee little more time now.
Seriously, it's been an exciting BPL so far. But the match just now just further confirmed my very own belief,
MANUTD IS DOG LUCKY. VERY VERY DOG LUCKY.
PENALTY, OWN GOAL, WTHECK.
Arsenal not getting the fouls, penalties they deserve, and totally unlucky to get that OFFSIDE on the very very last shot of the game.
Liverpool won though, :D , but very lucky as well.
NOT AS DOGLUCKY AS MANUTD.
Anyways, the sjab outing today was..
indescribable.
4 people only, we went all the way to marina barrage to..
PLAY BRIDGE. for an hour and a half and left.
LOL I thought it would be some woohabinbingbangbang 30+ 40+ people outing. But ohgawd was it pathetic. Mmm.
Anyways celebrated(kindof) kg's bday today. We weren't the main point/present for him anyways, as everyone could see. But I got free Ben&Jerry's so I'll shut up right here. hah.
Then we went over to CHIJMES to watch pool's match, and that OTHER match. and cabbbbed home.
Wee. Book-in timing now change to NINE PM. Got a wee little more time now.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
This's what I call a BEAUTY.
I want it.
I want it.
Long long times spent in camp. Felt like a very long, exhausting, tiring week. In truth, it was long-er, exhausting-er, tiring-er.
Anyways I concluded. I sign downPES form liao, there's no turning back already lah hor anyway. Accept the fact, get a down pes, get some boring 2 year job but won't affect my condition too much. Just get it over and done with. Not the best of mentalities, but no choice lah hor. lan lan suck thumb.
Been long since I met up with people I haven't met up with in a long time. (Duh sentence) But yah, that's how it is lol.
And the premierleague results is making me depressed. Seriously, seriously.
And I got like a whole long list of movies I want to watch. Up(I haven't watch ):), Bruno (Oh yes.), Final Destination, The Last House On The Left(Please. I want to watch), Hangover, The Proposal!( Sandra Bullock!)
But I got no time.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
All in all,
and I'm loving every rise and fall.
There was one day I spent the whole morning sitting in bunk alone, from like 7am to 2pm, all goddamn alone. Cus I ain't spposed to draw my rifle so I didn't had to go for the IMT shoot.(whatever the reason, not impt).
Like always, when you just sit down there, all alone, thoughts flow through your head. Acty they don't just flow, they fking gush through. So fast, you have to build that mental dam in between to stop and think about whatever just went through just now. And more often than not it's always the depressing and negative thoughts that get the bigger chunks of attention.
After some time, you would just say okay, this is it, (insert problem and solution here), and think that okay, this would definitely work out, and everything would turn out better.
But hah, ohwell, past experience has shown that in that semi-depressed state, one's body, mind and soul are 3 different embodiments and our decisions are more often than not totally cui lol.
and I realised that fact again now.
Anyways, it's pretty much depressing that I would not be able to continue chiongsua with this platoon/company. Ironic ain't it, when I was just complaining about the opposite 2months back when I first posted here.
People always talk about it as the once in a lifetime experience,
Close friendships would be formed,
Just when I finally get enlightened by this platoonmate of mine,
about how we're posted here and there's nothing we can do about it but do our best,
every day talkcock and just make each other laugh, make it a better place to be in,
nullify the suffering during training by telling yourself it's gonna make you harderbetterfasterstronger.
But awman physical limitations' preventing me from achieving all these.
I doubt I'm gonna achieve anything as some clerk rofls.
And no army stories to tell my children next time.
And definitely no sense of achievement at the end of 2 years.
I guess I'm turning elsewhere to look for satisfaction then.
the above just illustrates how fast thoughts gush through one's mind. soon after i'll realise what i typed it all crap, and press the Edit Post button and delete most of the shit here.
Only have 12 hours of bookout today. Even the most optimistic person would still feel a tad frustrated and pissed at this, I'm sure.
Demolitions live firing tomorrow, excited about blowing shit up.
There was one day I spent the whole morning sitting in bunk alone, from like 7am to 2pm, all goddamn alone. Cus I ain't spposed to draw my rifle so I didn't had to go for the IMT shoot.(whatever the reason, not impt).
Like always, when you just sit down there, all alone, thoughts flow through your head. Acty they don't just flow, they fking gush through. So fast, you have to build that mental dam in between to stop and think about whatever just went through just now. And more often than not it's always the depressing and negative thoughts that get the bigger chunks of attention.
After some time, you would just say okay, this is it, (insert problem and solution here), and think that okay, this would definitely work out, and everything would turn out better.
But hah, ohwell, past experience has shown that in that semi-depressed state, one's body, mind and soul are 3 different embodiments and our decisions are more often than not totally cui lol.
and I realised that fact again now.
Anyways, it's pretty much depressing that I would not be able to continue chiongsua with this platoon/company. Ironic ain't it, when I was just complaining about the opposite 2months back when I first posted here.
People always talk about it as the once in a lifetime experience,
Close friendships would be formed,
Just when I finally get enlightened by this platoonmate of mine,
about how we're posted here and there's nothing we can do about it but do our best,
every day talkcock and just make each other laugh, make it a better place to be in,
nullify the suffering during training by telling yourself it's gonna make you harderbetterfasterstronger.
But awman physical limitations' preventing me from achieving all these.
I doubt I'm gonna achieve anything as some clerk rofls.
And no army stories to tell my children next time.
And definitely no sense of achievement at the end of 2 years.
I guess I'm turning elsewhere to look for satisfaction then.
the above just illustrates how fast thoughts gush through one's mind. soon after i'll realise what i typed it all crap, and press the Edit Post button and delete most of the shit here.
Only have 12 hours of bookout today. Even the most optimistic person would still feel a tad frustrated and pissed at this, I'm sure.
Demolitions live firing tomorrow, excited about blowing shit up.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I could have lied, I'm such a fool
My eyes could never never never keep their cool.
I am one weak bastard,
both mentally and physically.
And if nothing changes, I'm just gonna be the same old fcked up harris.
Buckup little prick.
Booking in today, booking out next Sunday morning, and returning back to camp that same Sunday evening.
Sucks.
Some people ask me wtf I chose the bass, over the guitar.
'Guitar is so much cooler what'
'Guitar can hit on girls ma, strum acoustic under the stars'
'Guitar can have crazy assfrolicking solos, bass go dangdangdang only'
Most of the time I just ignore them. Ignorant brats lol.
Ohwells,
I am one weak bastard,
both mentally and physically.
And if nothing changes, I'm just gonna be the same old fcked up harris.
Buckup little prick.
Booking in today, booking out next Sunday morning, and returning back to camp that same Sunday evening.
Sucks.
Some people ask me wtf I chose the bass, over the guitar.
'Guitar is so much cooler what'
'Guitar can hit on girls ma, strum acoustic under the stars'
'Guitar can have crazy assfrolicking solos, bass go dangdangdang only'
Most of the time I just ignore them. Ignorant brats lol.
Ohwells,
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Why do you look when you've already found it?
What did you find that could leave you walking by?
Just when one looks back and keeps prodding over how immature he was in the past and regretting his mistakes,
he has absolutely no idea how immature he is too, by fretting over the past.
Life sucks, just move along.
Meetups finally. Realised haven't seen wei or cf for >a month now. KG too, but he's still missing. Meet up soon or I'll most probably forget about your existence.
Today marks my 4th month in army!
How fast(not).
18 more months to go. LOL
Just when one looks back and keeps prodding over how immature he was in the past and regretting his mistakes,
he has absolutely no idea how immature he is too, by fretting over the past.
Life sucks, just move along.
Meetups finally. Realised haven't seen wei or cf for >a month now. KG too, but he's still missing. Meet up soon or I'll most probably forget about your existence.
Today marks my 4th month in army!
How fast(not).
18 more months to go. LOL
Monday, August 10, 2009
What do you see?
tired people, flattened boxes, sugar butter rolls, bread, red ndp tshirts, naggy aunties, camera flashes, containers, tables and benches, metal detectors, mercedes benz, chevies, crabs, mp rps, water points, green saf bottles, penknives, halls breezers, khong guan biscuits, biscuit wrappings, barricades, shagged out mind body soul.
Sums up NDP. NDP phase's over now. CEC starting soon. And as defined by my platoon sgt,
God save us.
Sums up NDP. NDP phase's over now. CEC starting soon. And as defined by my platoon sgt,
During training, there will be NO free time, NO welfare, and LOTS of physical training
God save us.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
I know you cut me loose in contradiction, I know I'm all wrapped up in sweet attrition
7days AttendC over just like that, ohman. But nothing much to complain about either, since I couldn't leave my house. Totally pasted my face on the monitor screen over 7 days, be it fb, playing some lame streetfighter, or skyping with liptat 24/7.
But seriously, 7days is rather fast when spent as a damned CIVILIAN
-nyo says (1:30 PM):
*so fast? i tot 7 days
harris. says (1:30 PM):
*7days is over bitach
-nyo says (1:30 PM):
*LOL
harris. says (1:30 PM):
*biatch
-nyo says (1:30 PM):
*thats f-ing fast.
harris. says (1:30 PM):
*yep
*totally different when im inside
Recently I've been dreaming alot. Good, bad, lame, funny. But all like same theme leh. How.
Sucks to be me,
But seriously, 7days is rather fast when spent as a damned CIVILIAN
-nyo says (1:30 PM):
*so fast? i tot 7 days
harris. says (1:30 PM):
*7days is over bitach
-nyo says (1:30 PM):
*LOL
harris. says (1:30 PM):
*biatch
-nyo says (1:30 PM):
*thats f-ing fast.
harris. says (1:30 PM):
*yep
*totally different when im inside
Recently I've been dreaming alot. Good, bad, lame, funny. But all like same theme leh. How.
Sucks to be me,
Saturday, August 1, 2009
It's August,
July went by rather quickly, no idea why lols. Every year, July gives the vaguest impressions, the least activities, and all. July seems pretty much redundant though, haha.
Still on AttC, still bored, still doing nothing much;
still surfing youtube,
still playing my bass,
still playing with lip from morning till morning, and morning, and morning.
Still on AttC, still bored, still doing nothing much;
still surfing youtube,
still playing my bass,
still playing with lip from morning till morning, and morning, and morning.
