Hey, show some love, you aint so tough.



Ohmans. I think I'm getting used to the ocassional depressionmoments that occur randomly throughout the day. The low mood, the reluctance to talk, opting to just phase away from the conversations lol.

Anyways I'm excused boots 84days from now hah. Booking in in civilian already woooo LOL :D.
Excused RMJ and PT for 84days too. I'm some super fragile soldier now hah. But I ain't no chaokeng yo.

Saw the LIVERPOOOOOOOOOOOL squad yesterday. Was surprised they'er staying at mandarinoriental, that's opposite where I'm stationed for NDP. LOL they were like just in front of me. Hey, c'mon the whole damn squad. But couldn't really recognize anyone leh. Except Babel(too black), Torres(golden locks), Kuyt(blonde), Riera(white face). But seriously is disappointed Gerrard couldn't come down here. ugh. I want to watch the match but can't arrrr.

I think I'm weird. I always have this weird feeling during NDP. Overwhelming patriotism? I feel this chill down my spine when I hear the National Anthem being played and the whole Marina Bay singing to it. The pledge too lols. It's so touching it can almost make one cry. I love my country, but not to that extent that I'm willing to exchange 2 years for it. Seriously hah.

And now I have to book in with a fever. Cus of some stupid policy that would make me seem stupid if i took MC. Trading MC days for off-days. Totally not worth it. Crazy place making people do shit even when sick.

Sucks to be me, I guess.  ¶ 12:10