He's Just Not That Into You
With Scarlett Johansson and Jennifer Aniston,
there's no way this romance comedy can go wrong hahah LOL.
Another one of those ILOVEYOU movies that get me smiling hahaha.
I think I'm in love already. Just look at her! :DAnd certainly the cute Ginnifer Goodwin,
she changed my impression of her after the movie.
On another note,
I'm broke and poor and everything financially-negative.
And results day is nearing gasps/yays.
If money makes the world go round, and round, and round,
my world has stopped spinning for some time already.
Time
Macau/HK and back,
nice nice weather with nice nice food and nice nice places.
Blading for the first time in my life,
Results coming out.
I'm scared yet excited.
Enlistment coming.
I'm scared yet excited.
Valentine's Day
Sad as always, valentine's day was again spent with my bolster.
A new one this time, and still so hardhard D:Anyway it was just spent with zuobogang watching the movie Look for a Star which was just another romance flick, with the same old romancey plots.
But I have a thing for movies with 曖昧 acting. It gets me smiling (LOL)
I love you, love youuuuu :D (HAHAHA)
Thaipan, Din Tai Fung, everywhere and anywhere for dinner.
No $$$$ )=
Hahaha but before enlistment, gotta enjoy lah.
Working as temp at wei's place now. Just needed some cash haha.
:D
YAY.
#1
BLINK182 IS REUNITED.
GODAMMIT I NEVER DREAMT OF THIS DAY
Hell yeah, What's My Name Again?
#2
COLDPLAY IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.
BUT DANG SURE DAMN EX LAH.
BUT AT LEAST THEY ARE FINALLY COMING OVER I CAN'T AFFORD TO MISS THEM AGAIN.
#3
I woke up today receiving an sms.
YAY I WON FALL OUT BOY TICKETS
but I not going leh, lol I don't really like them.
Desperately trying to sell of the tix now, the concert tonight lol.
Cannot sell then give steffi liao lol she and her friend like crazy fans of FOB.
Happy days.
It has been long since I have sat down here, thinking about stuffs.
Ytd talked to ww about some regrets and undoubtedly my greatest regret would have been the crazy game addiction through secondary and JC years.
I'll slap that kid.
I didn't study,
I didn't have a mouth then,
I didn't get the results I wanted,
I didn't do many other things.
I was so fcking tied down.
Go out? nah play game.
Outings? nah play game.
Tests? nah play game.
Exams? nah play game.
Olevel? nah play game.
Alevel? nah play game.
Man vs Games. You always lose. I'm really glad I broke out of it anyways.
To think during JC times when I talked to liptat about it,
'eh dude my mom always say I have this crazy addiction, and I thought about it, maybe we are seriously hooked leh''no lah shouldn't be lah, we not that hiong also''but lip, we're like going to lan everyday during study period. that ain't hooked?''urm, shouldn't be yet lah haha''yah lor i think so too, lan? lets roll!'And now whenever I hear people say they're studying reallyreally hard,
I get envious (really I do),
cus I've never ever had that feeling before,
of studying so hard so hard.
Oh god,
I desperately want to get my results.
And I want to cry out damn loud on that day.
Hopefully not of regret but cus I managed to pull a houdini,
and get at least decent results in spite of my ignorance.
Maybe fcking lousy results would do as well, then I'll actually learn from this fcking big mistake.
Reading through my past posts during prelims/alevels period.
I felt like a fcking kid.
(3 weeks before Alevel)
I keep having the feeling of giving up.
I keep thinking 23days is not long enough to make any difference.
I keep thinking that I belong to the bottom of the whole Alevel cohort and I totally stand no chance.
I keep feeling that there are other alternatives other than this swift passport to a Uni.
I, am having mixed thoughts.
But I'm supposed to make a point to everyone out there.
I'm supposed to prove it to some people that I do have what it takes.
I'm supposed to make some people proud.
I'm supposed to be working my guts out for a better future.
I'm supposed to be able to do this.
I'm supposed to be a smart kid.
I'm not gonna jump over this hurdle in life.
I'm gonna fucking smash it into half.
(2 weeks before Alevel)
IF I had not chosen this grueling path,
IF I had studied harder,
IF only there was a second chance.
(1 week before Alevel)
Junyuan says (5:15 PM):lol you dont play too much laspare yourself from the guilt after Asharris is fcking screwed, says (5:15 PM):i sure
damn regret/guiltJunyuan says (5:15 PM):yeah thats whyharris is fcking screwed, says (5:15 PM):but what's new lol, it happens all the time
Gradually I started giving up. Lols.
Ohwells,
Till the day comes!
past week has been crazy haha.
Met up with zbg for 54hours in 3days.
cny visitings #3!
kg house! hahaha.
then go overnight K
then went aline house sleep, till dinner time wake up for steamboat!
nothing much recently,
just meeting up with them for lunch/dinner and zuoboing at playgrounds.
and i tio ban.
D: D: D: