Is there still time? I keep having the feeling of giving up.
I keep thinking 23days is not long enough to make any difference.
I keep thinking that I belong to the bottom of the whole Alevel cohort and I totally stand no chance.
I keep feeling that there are other alternatives other than this swift passport to a Uni.
I, am having mixed thoughts.

But I'm supposed to make a point to everyone out there.
I'm supposed to prove it to some people that I do have what it takes.
I'm supposed to make some people proud.
I'm supposed to be working my guts out for a better future.
I'm supposed to be able to do this.
I'm supposed to be a smart kid.

I'm not gonna jump over this hurdle in life.
I'm gonna fucking smash it into half.  ¶ 23:24