Vagueness / Ambiguity I'm always in self-doubt/

Words easily confuse me;
I don't really get certain statements, what they mean, to whom they are targeted to.
In the end I'll just spend some time pondering over them.

If 10,000 sand grains is considered a heap of sand,
and 1 sand grain is not considered a heap of sand,

from where did it turn from a heap to a non-heap.

You got to make it clear, set a boundary.
Set a definite value to which when things change from a simple grain to a large heap.
Setting things right so that people would understand.







2 more days. I'm so gonna enjoy post-exams.

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  Countdowns.



Over the weekends was my sister's family celebration for her 21st.
Went to Park Royal Hotel for their sumptuous a la carte buffet dinna.
Alright la, just that next day was Deepavali and there were
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
many people around that night(hotel located at little india yo)

Food was alright,
everything was alright.

Ugh. 5 more days to go.
I'm all teary eyed.  ¶ 10:24 0 Comments

  Is that a double KO?
I KO'd
My Alevel KO'd

MAN.  ¶ 15:15 0 Comments

  And I find her pretty, LOL.

okay back to study


5pm
Junyuan says (5:15 PM):
lol you dont play too much la
spare yourself from the guilt after As
harris is fcking screwed, says (5:15 PM):
i sure
damn regret/guilt
Junyuan says (5:15 PM):
yeah thats why
harris is fcking screwed, says (5:15 PM):
but what's new lol, it happens all the time
Junyuan says (5:15 PM):
i dont play dota much
HAHAHAH  ¶ 15:31 1 Comments

  Money is the limiting (and the only) factor in this world. Give me money, dunnid study go private uni.

Give my money, buy a Steve Harris Signature-P Fender Bass.


Give me money, dunnid go work.

Give me money, dunnid live until so cham.





Screw those born witha silver spoon.
D:  ¶ 00:29 0 Comments

  PEOPLE CALL IT REALISATION
PEOPLE CALL IT ENLIGHTENMENT

I, HOWEVER WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT

I AM NOT SO STUPID ANY MORE.  ¶ 22:58 0 Comments

 

His armband proved he was a red - Torres, Torres
You'll never walk
alone it said - Torres, Torres

We bought the lad from sunny Spain
He gets the ball he scores again
Fer-nan-do Torres Liverpool's number 9




You'll Never Walk Alone  ¶ 21:18 0 Comments

  FIFTEEN. Ive been (hopelessly) trying to study.
Things get into my head,
but y'know they come out too.
Easier than it got in.
So I've got like negative content in my head now.

Caught 20thcenturyboys yesterday(or wassit day before).
It was alright la,
read the manga before and the film tried to stick to the winning formula of the manga.
But the first film would be undoubtedly boring, as they had to set the tone and introduce the large
array of characters and they backgrounds.

For the past 2weeks I've been drilling myself with maths,
but now I can't even do an easy math paper D:

Work hard everyone
Olevels, PW, Alevels.

It's all gonna be over soon.  ¶ 11:14 0 Comments

  And so, I think that I can't really handle stress that well can I?

I'm able to think of consequences(negative),
Think of the badbad effects that I will face.

But it all ends there(sadly).
Time to put some words into action.

People ask me how I'm doing and I'll say im fine,
When I'm in fact struggling with _________ (fill in learning outcomes of every subject).

I'd avoid saying things like 18days to A's.
I would prefer '36 to end of school life' any time.  ¶ 22:51 0 Comments

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  Is there still time? I keep having the feeling of giving up.
I keep thinking 23days is not long enough to make any difference.
I keep thinking that I belong to the bottom of the whole Alevel cohort and I totally stand no chance.
I keep feeling that there are other alternatives other than this swift passport to a Uni.
I, am having mixed thoughts.

But I'm supposed to make a point to everyone out there.
I'm supposed to prove it to some people that I do have what it takes.
I'm supposed to make some people proud.
I'm supposed to be working my guts out for a better future.
I'm supposed to be able to do this.
I'm supposed to be a smart kid.

I'm not gonna jump over this hurdle in life.
I'm gonna fucking smash it into half.  ¶ 23:24 0 Comments

  没时间
LOL AT KAREN MOK.

Yawn haven't been in school this whole week alr.
And not intending to anyway.

Went down CMPB for the last time(hopefully)
And so I went CGH total of 6times, CMPB(its like in fkin Tiong Bahru) total of 4times this year,
and I'm still posted to PES B. LOL waste my time luh.

Yawn.
Do-or-die, lets roll.  ¶ 18:50 0 Comments

  I gotta finda new place where the kids are hip.
Favouritest song covered by favouritest band.
Niiiice.

I lost track of how many days.
But its just 20+.
HAHAHAHAH ITS GNA BE OVER SOON YO.  ¶ 10:53 0 Comments

  原谅


Say I'm weird,
but I'm a fan of Celest Chong.
Gogo Zhang Yu Hua.

I have 32 days to make a difference.
Just thirty-two.

C'mon just end it already.
I need the carefreedom(nice word).
I'm sick of this.  ¶ 20:58 0 Comments