A miracle is a violation of normal laws of nature by some supernatural entity.
Ms WangSP was talking about her miraculous comeback from her prelims to her A's today
On how she got something like a DEEFE kinda grade
to a AAABB grade in A levels.
And its all about the TREMENDOUS amount of effort put in,
on how she did nothing but studying everyday,
and how it almost drove her crazy.
She had the push-factor of a need for a scholarship cus her family isn't that well-off,
and cus of other family problems.
And anyway I was sitting at a lecture seat with a cracked table,
and when she reached her point on 'handling the stress',
I leaned abit too forward and the table broke - -
in the LT, with a freaking loud CRACK.
and everyone was like WTF?
HAHAHAHAHA I was just laughing, and raised up the cracked piece of the table.
To think I was still seated at the 3rd row.
she was like "If you're stressed you can break chairs and tables but please don't break it in school please >_>"
And that become the joke for the rest of the day
"Eh Harris you can tell your PE Teacher you dunnid to do conditioning le cus you can freaking break a table!"
Anyway back to the point,
I may lack a true push-factor now,
but when the time comes I think I'll regret it if I hadn't put in enough effort earlier.
I can't see myself frantically studying for 1month,
especially after receiving truly lousy grades for prelims,
getting demoralized and all.
Tried really settling down,
and focusing all my focus (sounded weird) on my work.
But it just doesn't work?
D: seems like I need lotsa practice,
not practicing my work,
but merely practicing sitting down at my desk.
Oh wait my desk's covered with all the junk.
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Just abit more than 100days left for Alevels.
