shit happens.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Like any other weekend 2 years ago.
Went overnight LAN with lip and co. LOL hasn't overnighted since like godknows 1 year back or something. Damn sleepy already at around 1am. haha.
Still played till around 9 in the morning (WTF). Took a bus to Lavender to pay money for the grassland shitzx, slept on the trip. Then jitao go home, bathe change, and guess,
we went to mao house to play rawdeal LOL. The much loved shit things that sec 2 students do, spend like over a bomb on some paper cards shit mass printed in some factory god knows where.
Ugh, we still managed to renew our shit interest in the cards itself, and played till the wee hours, took some rest, and continued playing.
Slept like less than 10hours in total this weekend. It's always nice to have a long weekend.
Extra moolah, Extra moolah, Extra moolah, Extra moolah,
swee oh!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Moody moody moo.
Oh man. No phone no phone no phone.
Boring boring boring.
And I just had the sudden urge to just sit down at any Starbucks, chillax the whole day,
catch up with some friends, just sit there on some random park bench talking about how life has been.
Not able to do those kinda shitz any more I guess. No free whole days, no time, no friends who are so free to waste 93478293precious seconds with a pathetic dork like me :[
Financially burdened cus of my splurging on random stuffs which I regret buying the moment I bought them, splurging cus of my impulsive spendings,
cus of this and that.
this and that.
this and
that.
this
and
that.
Boring boring boring.
And I just had the sudden urge to just sit down at any Starbucks, chillax the whole day,
catch up with some friends, just sit there on some random park bench talking about how life has been.
Not able to do those kinda shitz any more I guess. No free whole days, no time, no friends who are so free to waste 93478293precious seconds with a pathetic dork like me :[
Financially burdened cus of my splurging on random stuffs which I regret buying the moment I bought them, splurging cus of my impulsive spendings,
cus of this and that.
this and that.
this and
that.
this
and
that.
Monday, November 16, 2009
shit happened.
Well, Friday the 13th. Whaddya expect.
Lost my phone while on the way back from my medical apptment. No idea where it went to, but apparently it got switched off already by the time I found out. Damn.
And yesterday, due to some cockup, was supposed to buy a phone from this dude straight before I book in. It didn't happen, and so I'm in camp all lonely and naked without my phone. God.
I think I need a weekend job, but I can't see myself putting down my only fun days of the week for work. Though it's pretty much another chance at making new friends, meeting new people, making that little amount of extra income, it's hard sacrificing whatever more fun/sleep there already is for that. Oppurtunity cost, they say.
Urm, and SITEX is coming up. How'm I supposed to fork out money for my much needed handphone and my much desired itouch. Wants vs Needs.
I knew they were right when they said Economics is in our everyday lives.
Lost my phone while on the way back from my medical apptment. No idea where it went to, but apparently it got switched off already by the time I found out. Damn.
And yesterday, due to some cockup, was supposed to buy a phone from this dude straight before I book in. It didn't happen, and so I'm in camp all lonely and naked without my phone. God.
I think I need a weekend job, but I can't see myself putting down my only fun days of the week for work. Though it's pretty much another chance at making new friends, meeting new people, making that little amount of extra income, it's hard sacrificing whatever more fun/sleep there already is for that. Oppurtunity cost, they say.
Urm, and SITEX is coming up. How'm I supposed to fork out money for my much needed handphone and my much desired itouch. Wants vs Needs.
I knew they were right when they said Economics is in our everyday lives.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Just another one of 'em moments.
Everyone should have their own quiet moments,
with God or whatever they believe in, or just with their deepest selves.
Been long since I sat down and thought about stuffs. About life so far, life in the future, and whatsoever. Sometimes all these tend to have a more depressive mood, and boy, it just affects you.
But it's good to feel depressed once in a while, ain't it. I dunno, but I like feeling sad sometimes.
This feeling, is so nostalgic. And it ain't a good one. I'm afraid I'll suffer this very same fate that I've barely escaped not long ago. Hmm.
Songs bring about emotions. They evoke the strongest feelings people have deep down in their hearts. And songs like 'Stop Crying Your Heart Out' , 'Bittersweet Symphony' and whatsoever other sorta epic-stadiumy-setting-rock-with-wailing-guitar-solos-and-the-most-emotional-vocal-yells-kinda-songs don't help much when you're depressed. Haunting melancholic melodies that repeat themselves over and over in my head.
Either I have a split personality disorder, or that I'm messed up.
Bye.
with God or whatever they believe in, or just with their deepest selves.
Been long since I sat down and thought about stuffs. About life so far, life in the future, and whatsoever. Sometimes all these tend to have a more depressive mood, and boy, it just affects you.
But it's good to feel depressed once in a while, ain't it. I dunno, but I like feeling sad sometimes.
This feeling, is so nostalgic. And it ain't a good one. I'm afraid I'll suffer this very same fate that I've barely escaped not long ago. Hmm.
Songs bring about emotions. They evoke the strongest feelings people have deep down in their hearts. And songs like 'Stop Crying Your Heart Out' , 'Bittersweet Symphony' and whatsoever other sorta epic-stadiumy-setting-rock-with-wailing-guitar-solos-and-the-most-emotional-vocal-yells-kinda-songs don't help much when you're depressed. Haunting melancholic melodies that repeat themselves over and over in my head.
Either I have a split personality disorder, or that I'm messed up.
Bye.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
A pretty face, but the chase ain't worth the prize.
Soon-to-be-enlistees, do not be fooled when they say
'Aiya, NSF $400 enough to spend de lah everyday in camp only spend on what sia'
I can't even save $100 of my pay now every month. My bank account hovers around the brink of 4digits. Soon it'll just cut by half cus of some other indulgences.
But to think of it, it's gonna drop to ZERO by the end of this year. Unless 9013489023742 people dress up as Santa and just drown me with enough gifts to keep me happy for a while.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Such a MESSED/FCUKED/SCREWED up day.
Totally screwed up today (sighs/laughs).
I went out on nights out, wanting to get the November issue of the Rolling Stones. I was on the phone, so I just grabbed a copy of it off the shelves without looking at the cover. Hmm when the cashier told me $19.50, I was shocked why the price increased by 1.5x. I didn't bother much, then went to NTUC to bet on the night's soccer match.
Went there, looked at the odds, decided 4 goals total was a fair enough buy, so i proceeded on to shade the tix. After submitting them the tix, I saw my receipt showing:
Exact Score, Liverpool 4 - 0 Lyon. Odds : $60.00, Payout $1'200.00
I jitao WTF. I actually shaded the wrong box -.-
Just wasted a cool $20. Z. As if Liverpool can beat Lyon 4-0. Ttly impossible even from the most faithful Liverpool fan.
So I reached back to camp, wanting to cool myself down. I sat down, opening up the $19.50 Rolling Stones. Front cover Jonas Brothers, I ew-ed. How come Rolling Stones show Jonas Brothers sia, I thoughtMadonna on the cover this week.
Flipped, still Jonas Brothers. I WTF-ed.
Flipped ALL THE WAY TILL THE END. ALL Jonas Brothers.
I Flipped back to the front cover
"Jonas Brothers. Special Collecter's Issue. LEARN ALL ABOUT THE JOBROS!"
WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF
I don't want no magazine all about the gay brothers. DAMMIT.
ANOTHER COOL $20 WASTED.
ARGH.
Well, at least the Cheese Steak I had from Subway tasted good, and the Cookies were well crisp and soggy enough, just right.
BUT AH. CAN'T BELIEVE I WASTED $40 JUST LIKE THAT.
IF ONLY LIVERPOOL CAN BEAT LYON 4-0, AND PLEASE TOTAL GOALS DON'T COME OUT 4. I'LL KILL MYSELF. COULD'VE WON $80.
(The above shows how stressful the environment in NS is. Factual recount #1)
